Broke As A Joke

So I am fairly stressed. This should be a fun time for my little family. Rilyn turns 3 on Sunday. His party is on Saturday. Do you think we are prepared? nope to the double nope. We are broke. I hate not having money. I feel like all I do is work to work. I dont get anything out of it. We are living paycheck to paycheck. I cant even afford to get my hair did. And if you know black hair, it definitely needs to be did and did often. I know that things will get better. J and I are both in fairly new jobs that are making us paychecks. I love my job! I hate that I dont get paid more but I love my job. Js job is one that he got after being let go from a job that was paying major bucks. When that job fell through, he didnt have many options and his bestfriend hooked him up with the company that he works for only here in Omaha. I know that he doesnt love it but he doesnt hate it either. He went from making a lot of money to not much at all. I have now become the so called "bread winner" and trust me I aint winning very much. I have now started a second job,which I know that I will like. Its just that I dont want to have to work two jobs. I like spending my nights with my family. Things just arent like I would like them to be right now. Good thing tomorrow is payday for us. I will at least be able to make Rilyns party a blast for him. He will never suffer or want for anything that we can reasonably afford to get him. More Later...